Narrator: Kathleen McInerney
Published by Brilliance Audio on January 1, 2012
Genres: Young Adult, Social Issues, Adolescence, Family, General, Depression & Mental Illness
Source: Brilliance Audio
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An emotionally damaged sixteen-year-old girl begins a relationship with a deeply troubled older man.
audio review: Kathleen McInerney’s narration fits so well with Jenna’s character. I hate to say that Jenna is a weak character because she’s not, really. Perhaps beaten down is a better word. Anyway, it would be easy to give Jenna a very soft voice to match that, but I also appreciated the depth of feeling in McInerney’s narration.
review: This book is not for the faint of heart. I thought I’d mention up front that there is language, sexuality, and a lot of mature themes in this book. It’s a tough book to read (or in my case, listen to). However, like the other titles by Ilsa J. Bick that I’ve read, Drowning Instinct is very genuine. So, even though it has content that I’m normally not all that into, I’ll recommend it to more mature readers.
The story that Jenna tells in Drowning Instinct is like a horrible car accident that you just can’t look away from. Jenna makes some incredibly poor decisions, as does Mr. Anderson (Mitch). But, honestly, it’s not like she’s had many great examples in her life, or even someone that she can go to for support. So, when she begins her relationship with Mitch, you simultaneously want to rip her away from him and root for the relationship to work. Yeah, talk about conflicted. None of the characters are really good or bad, and Jenna’s narration makes that distinction even more fuzzy.
There isn’t a happy ending. Well, it’s the standard ending that I’ve come to expect from Bick, which is ambiguity. And I wanted a happy ending for Jenna so much. But, like the rest of the book, the ending is real. There isn’t a moral or a teaching moment, it just plays out like it is supposed to. Does this drive me crazy? Yes, it does. But, I think that if I had it my way, the story would lose the authenticity that makes her stories just so compelling.
In short, if you’re looking for an intense read that will leave you feeling emotionally bankrupt for a few days, check this title out. Even though it’s hard to read, it’s one that will stretch you just a bit and leave you with some serious issues to mull over.